Joining Up

I joined Weight Watchers online today. I was going to join the meetings/live version, but when I saw how much that shit was, I changed my mind. The online version is cheaper and requires a little less effort on my part. I have friends doing the online thing to support me, so now it's just willpower vs. hunger, I guess. My goal weight is apparently 115.9 pounds. I do not think I have EVER seen 115.9 pounds. Maybe when I was like 12. And it's discouraging to think about how far I have to go to reach that. What the F, man? Wow. But I'm trying to imagine how good I'll feel if I do.